Life has been so messy

In school now and gathering myself for another few gruelling hours of Commercial Law. So far its one of those subjects that’s a lot more exciting. Was thinking about how my life has been the past 3 years since I started studying part time. There is progress definitely. But my brain has been all over the place… literally. One part work, one part studies, one part healthy lifestyle, and for short while in a relationship. Wah piang eh… si beh luan… At times I don’t even know what I’m doing or what I should be thinking. Sure, it seems interesting and even exciting… but seriously… would you ever really want to age that fast? Then again, if you enjoy it you’d probably look younger each day.

As this week draws to a close… I’m left with 6 days to prepare for 2 papers in 1 day, and next Monday I gotta go back to camp from 8-5pm for reservist ICT again. Applied for deferment but rejected simply because I’m a part time student and working full time. But should be able to steal lotsa time to mug in camp.

Went for a run yesterday. 17m 45s for 2.4km. Hell I run like an old man. After my exams gotta start working out again. Swim, run, badminton…. cardio cardio cardio… now you could use my tummy as an arm rest or a pillow even. Disgusting. Even I myself am revolted but in serious oblivious denial for sake of not having my brain worry about my health. I’ve eaten little fruits and vegetables, and have not gone for a cholestrol assessment/full body checkup. Dammit our health is important. Will friends who are reading this play more badminton with me when exams are over?

While I’m away at reservist, my poor colleague is gonna suffer my absence and help out with my company’s orders. She’s only just started working a few weeks, and already overloaded with crap. I seriously feel for her, yet I have to be away. But really, I’m damn lucky that she’s not cursing behind my back, in fact she’s doing the best she can. I don’t expect the rest of the sales team to harp on her and stress her too much. Hopefully she’ll manage the week and get by. Thank God the work attitude of the people here is good. We were supposed to be shifting our stuff to our new desks after renovation was done a week ago… have been so busy till now that not 1 stapler has been moved to the new sitting position. That’s how busy we are… and I do my utmost best not to complain because while we’re busy means business is ok and we get to keep our jobs and take home our salary.

My degree has already been taken out of the programme by SIM, so we’re the last batch of students who’re gonna graduate with Management with Law. Frankly, although it sounds pretty impressive, its probably got the most idiotic and anal probing structure for a degree. Yes thank God you’re not taking it. Then again you gotta look on the bright side of idiotic and anal probing. Am I not being objective here?